tonight karma found my dream house and i'm sad that i cant have it.
i want tall ceilings and old sturdy walls with wood floors and big windows.

D:

i love old vs. new. the feeling of something with history mixed with something new.
its just beautiful to me o.o

my bed is nice and warm. comforting and sturdy. soft and humble.

i love my bed but yet i hate sleep?

ahh but i don't hate sleep. i just hate falling asleep alone.

sleep can be so lonely.

who wouldn't want someone to warm the covers for them.

but my feet are like little ice cubes. you'd jump if you felt them against your warm legs!

i think my future is bright. i can feel happiness lurking in my future, my life always kind and dreamy.

i need sleep!


goodnight xD

p.s.

half asleep.
i has this to say.

DEAR ____.
I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU.
CAN I MAKE YOU VEGAN MUFFINS IN A DEHYDRATOR AND GIVE YOU LOTS OF HUGS?
KTHX <3




wow
am i gonna regret that in the morning?

does your money love you does your money fuck you

sorry for the excess in rl pics and the lack of my normal sl pics. i just haven't taken any recently.

BUT KARMA GRAVES IS BACK!

soooo that means more pics coming sooon <3

i'm so fucking exhausted. too much work! too little sleep!!

i really need to fix my sleeping patterns.

butttt imma wake up early and hang out with karmaz in the morningggg woowoo <3

ilygoodnight.

a long ledge of grass works its way through the edge of the water and this is where my short knobby feet pitter-patter across dipped green and brown slush earth. dawn is always such an awakening. the sun rising always surprising even with its steadfast timer ticking and tocking in our bodies, its music and life dedicating itself to our cold nimble shoulders giving us the chance to really breathe again.

"and this is where my forrest would be," my brain actively accepting your coming. your fingers drapped in mine as we walk through the path the trees have made for us.




i'm dreaming of marbles again, twilering their way around our bodies.


asleep.

10 hours of fucking drinking.
80 bux wasted on alcohol.

i think i'm spent.

i should know better then to think that once i start i can stop.

soooo i need to take a drinking break.


punch me in the fucking face next time i drink in the next week.

please and thank you.

can't you get us out in the mean time.

i'd like to take this time to say that i really do love thieves like us. i need their cd to be released so i can buy it and dance in my car to it.

i had a stupid dumb rl work meeting this morning which means my sleep schedule was WAY off last night. i got on sl at like 10. took a nap at 11:30. woke up at midnight. tried to stay up but i didn't last so i went to bed. woke up at 3. stayed up for a while. went to be at 4. woke up at 6 was on sl until 7 went to work at 7:30. yeahhhh.

my body is all messed up from my fucked up sleeping patterns.

so BASICALLY i missed my entire cassie reunion.
/me fails.

i need linden. i wish i was rich irl and could afford linden.

screw you bills. i just wanna play.

being relaxed and letting it breathe.

i started listening to rogue wave again.
its good, yo.
going out of town tomorrow.

said i was going to bed but i think i'm going to reinstall the sims 2 on my pc.

we'll see.

maybe i'll read and write instead :D

in order to install the disks on my pc i need the code for them which is saved in a notecard on sl so i prolly won't add the sims in after all. not tonight at least.

el perro del mar is also amazing. i haven't listened to them in a LONG time.

maybe i am actually SLEEPY for change. maybe i should dl a movie and watch that shit rather then just sit here typing every thought in my head xD

when karma comes back we're gonna work on fixing up our gallery/music hangout.

it could be sweeeeeet <3


GLORY GLORY GLORY GLORY TO THE WORLDDDDDDDD.
listen to el perro del mar. seriously. <3



xxxxxxxx

goodnight my sweet dreams
of cotton candy kisses and
midnight dancing on treetops
in wind
i will fill your belly with my
pronounced words and
feverish flesh
for tomorrow is going to be
just perfect
or the next or
the day after that




it still hurts i guess.

velella velella.

we'll stop running when we run out of time
but with time comes time and time and more
chances and choices and
things that tear you apart

and i won't tear you apart.

district sleeps alone at night.

oh sleepless nights! why am i so comfortable to your fingertips?!
3am. still no sleep.
got drunk. danced. felt good. came home. can't sleep.

go figure.

cold cold bed. cold cold weather.

be my blanket and i'll give you a dollar.
give me a kiss and i'll make it ten.

goodnight world.

that cute photos is from mah emiface/konekolove.
the club/gallery is looking fucking awesome and i am REALLY excited about it.
last night i was so tired i was making absolutely no sense what so ever.

i'm streaming musics and have been all night. karma is prolly like "GAWD WHERE IS MY MUSIC" because my musics are on random and thats just not all his music haha.

i should log in at some point soon.

well i should do a lot of things actually.

___


we went to sleep with nothing and everything to say all at once.
it was a dream!
a fear!
a memory!!!!

good days happen everyday.
you just gotta find it in there.

october.

the truth is that i just haven't taken many photos recently.
wtf is up with that?!
typically i'm all about the photos.

it is a tuesday night. well wednesday early morning now. two fucking thirteen in the morning. im having so many issues sleeping. it just isn't working on me.

ive been writing up a storm but i'm so tired that i don't want to move to get it but i still can't sleep? i'm so sleepy that i'm closing my eyes while writing this and don't fully know what i'm saying or what is going on. i'm at that point wehre i'm so sleepy im sounding drunk. i'm not even looking at the computer screen anymore. just clsoing my eyes looking for wait i'm not sure what i just typed.
thats how sleepy i am.

wow.


karmas build is fucking amazing. i cant wait for people to see it and be like 'wow, this IS really awesome."

cat power makes me sleepy and comfortable.

i write tons i have a feeling everyone going to hate the nonsense in here.


i will close my eyes and block my eyes and just... fall asleep.

alones.