its like running
trees whipping past
muscles gripping tight
and a heart skipping beats

at the end of the day
we'll all figure it out



sleeping alone is only for rainy days.

that summer rain its in your face again

i take pictures.

sooo i only paid 140 of my 250 phone bill. anddd even though they said that it wouldn't be turned off IT WASSSS.

so i'm phoneless. and that really SUCKS. especially since i don't have a car so i have to rely on others now for a ride and i get weird if my ride doesn't show up or i don't know if i'm going to be picked up.

its weird to think how much of my life revolves around my damn cell phone! wow. lulz.

last night i was EXHAUSTED. i ended up getting that "i'm so tired i should basically be drunk" feeling and ended up saying things i wouldn't normally say!

it happens from time to time. haha





does anyone remember that song
"I WANNA SINK TO THE BOTTOM WITH YOUUUUUUU?"

i think it was fountains of wayne?

yay for random thoughts. <3

imma get online and stream musics.

cold cold water

so i've always called mirah my favorite musician of all time but i could never get into "cold cold water."

turns out its my new favorite.

i think i couldn't get into it because it reminded me of that damn damien rice song that i didn't like. o.o

anyway, here are the lyrics because i think they are beautiful.

"I saddled up my pony right
and rode into the ghostly night
it was wide, wide open, wide, wide open

I left the only home I knew
I stayed alive and I found you
now I take you where the water's deep
and make the air you breathe so sweet

but is it not enough to be complete? please?
let me give you everything you need, please?

we found a way, we found a street
directions sweat under the sheets
and I let you have it, let you have it

but it can be a lonely place
desire comes, desire fades
there's a bright one caught your fancy eye
it's okay so long as you stay mine

and I'm so number one that it's a shame, a shame
that you let other numbers in the game

now I suffer for your hungry eye
oh why must it see more than mine?
it's a light you're after, 'cause light moves faster

but when I ride again into the night
my torch will shoot flames strong and bright
and my absence will remind you of
how tough it is to be in love

and it's not what I think it's what you say, hey
and it works great for you to have your way, hey

but if the west can be a desperate place
you search all day for just a taste
of the cold, cold water, cold, cold water

and if you think I've gone too long
listen the sky will sing this song
as it burns up all the memories
that flow like water out of me"

beginning of the day

and i still just want to crawl in bed.

please remind me

not to stay up late and drink on days that i have to open.
UGH.

so i figured now would be a good time to write something on here being that 1. i am coherent and 2. i can't get on sl because i'm downloading too much shit.

so YAY! good morning! we have a new great president!

this past week has been VERY strange. like weird shit happening all over the place. just shows more reasons to stick close to the people you love though.

my best friend kami and i have made our december 2012 plans! haha. we're going to have this huge party out in the middle of no where so if we DO die we die TOGETHER. if we don't then we had one hell of a party and we made the best of the previous 4 years just in case we did die.

i had so much more to put in here and i can't remember it now for the life of me. i was distracted by my REPAIRED TV! no more tv switching channels by itself and turning off and on by itself! HI5.

i have these very strange bite marks on my neck and they are really sore.
i always get weird bites D:

maybe i don't REALLY have a lot to discuss in here because i'm just sitting here stairing at this screen.

go me.

<3

i come from space.

sorry the pics suck, rance.
I'LL TAKE BETTER ONES LATER.

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i've lost my picture taking ability, but i promise i'll have better pics of rance and me soon haha.

and if any of you get the chance, go hear rance alva dj, yo.

he's pretty awesome kthxbai.


its sunday. its my day off.
sl was boring so i logged off.
so sitting here listening to musics will suffice.

i haven't listened to q and not u in a while. brings back memories.

prolly gonna finish this book i'm reading then head on over for sunday at kamis. <3

adiossssssssss.

halloweeeeen.